Okay I have a dilemma. I have group this Wednesday night and I have an empty house. I want to go to group and I want to be in my empty house.

Here it is Monday and I am in the office dreaming of having the dayyear week off. Puttering around my house and napping when the desire hits. Like right now. Instead I will be in the office all week except for Thursday when I work from home. There will be no napping on demand on Thursday either. So now I am looking at my evenings. I have this evening, Monday, and tomorrow. Wednesday is group because Pavel won’t be around on Saturday. Thursday is hair and nails. This can’t be put off as I am entering “fuzzy wuzzy” stage with the hair. The growing it out thing is not happening, but that is another blog. Friday I am helping a friend move and this weekend I am meeting up with my sister Neece and my niece. So I am down to two days. TWO! How did this happen? Where has my week of quiet gone?

Now I have been told that missing a session isn’t a bad thing as the group can see how it changes the dynamics. This could be the perfect opportunity for the group to experience the joy of me not being there. I could make the sacrifice for their sake. I could volunteer to go directly home after work, possibly stopping at Aladdin’s for dinner, and then doing horrifying act of cuddling with my cats on the loveseat with a book. I would do that for the group.

The flip side is that I kind of want to go to group. There is an Aladdin’s just down the street from the office so I could still do dinner there. Or sushi as there are two good places by the office. The issue is that napping and cats would be missing. Not to mention the loveseat and book. I mean, I am guessing it would be bad form bringing all of that and napping is probably a “no no”, right?

So you see where I am torn right? Do I take one for the team?

Peace and blessings!