I have never been a believer in dreams. Not the dreams that you have at night, but the ones that you have for your life. Growing up my dream was that my mother would stop drinking and life would be sane. It didn’t happen so dreams were never a big thing for me. I mean why have them?
That is the thinking of depression and a life of being beat down. That is the thinking of people who were not treasured as children. We deserve better than that. What I have realized is that while my childhood was what it was I can determine what my adult life is like. I can cherish myself now. I don’t need anyone else to do it. I can believe in myself and it doesn’t have to be based on the approval of anyone else. People can like me or not, that is something that they have to deal with. Being liked or disliked won’t kill me or make me happier in life. They are thoughts. My life path is up to me.
That being said I figured out that I have a dream. I discovered in while at a class that my friend and over all incredible human being, Sandy, puts on. It was her “Prosperity Manifestation Ceremony” and totally different from what I thought it would be. Looking at it from a psychological perspective it was a class on self-belief and acceptance. It was about laying out your dreams. When it started I have to admit to thinking “well I got nothing for this”.
Surprise!
I did have something. Boy did I! I had no idea what my heart desired, but it did. I wrote like crazy on the piece of paper that I had and I could have filled up several more. I was amazed! The feeling I had and still do is incredible. It is truly like my heart took center stage and sang. It was overwhelming. The energy that day was so life affirming. I wish I could bring you all to the class/ceremony.
Today listen to your heart. You will need to sit with yourself and listen. Shove the old recorded messages off to the side. What is your dream? What is your hearts desire?
Peace and blessings.
Wow – been psychic long?
I love your approach – I seem to be moving from someone desperate to be liked to one who is trying to push aside those who do not like me so I can find the ones who do…I wonder if this comes with age.
LMAO! That is great! I think it is an age and acceptance thing. Maybe others know it at a younger age. I don’t know, but I do know that everything changes. Being liked, being disliked. It is all a dance of ego. I am letting my ego sit off to the side, but I am also taking care of myself. Peace and blessings!
oh Mary, I am here dancing in my kitchen in joy over you. Your heart took center stage and sang? what a wondrous thing to experience. Namaste, my beautiful friend, Namaste.
A lot of dancing going on Joss! I read your post and I am beaming! Much love my friend. I am off to continue studying… working on my dreams!
I read your post and wore a huge smile the whole time. I am so happy to know that you filled a page and possibly more with your dreams. It’s easy to put them aside and say ‘why bother’ but you did bother and look!
Now the secret is to welcome them and watch them unfold. And to know you created them! Bravo to you!