Heart’s desire


In my post, Dreams, I discuss how my heart spoke up and showed me my desire. Talk about a WOW moment. It was amazing and to be honest I was stunned. As I have stated I never thought I was one of “those” people.

You know the folks I am talking about. They are the people who have callings. They appear to be one with whatever they are doing. Sure they have rough days, but on the hold they don’t do the lay in bed and try to find the energy to go to work. That was never something I expected in my life. I mean in my mind that happens to special people. My whole life I have never applied that description to me. I may have to change that.

What is my heart’s desire? It is to be a healer and to open a community center for all religions. I want it to be downtown in Pittsburgh. My hope is to find an office building or old school. In my mind I see a place for healing (Reiki, talk therapy, Shaman’s), artists of all kinds, classes, and so much more. I want to find a place with on site parking and land for a community garden. If not right away, but soon after I want to open a place nearby, though hopefully adjacent, for lodging for people who have been subject to abuse.

Part of this dream is more personal. I am working to become a Shaman. I have recently started the process and am very excited about it. One reason I find it exciting is that it is my heritage. The other reason is that it feels so incredibly right. This is what I am to do. All those people who have told me to go in to healthcare and then told me not too because of the whole passing out thing where right. I do have a healing manner. Just not in situations when blood or things that belong inside are suddenly outside.

This post is huge for me. I can’t believe I am sharing it, but I have to. This is one of my steps in making it come true.

Today’s question: What is your heart’s desire?

Peace and blessings!

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About Mary MacGregor

I am learning about life and living it. Doing it at 42 is a bit of challenge, but learning to over come depression, the past, and regain my passion for life is what it is all about!
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11 Responses to Heart’s desire

  1. Runar says:

    Inspiring to read! Would be interesting to hear more about your shamanic heritage.

  2. That is amazing and wonderful plans! My dreams are slowly manifesting ever since I embraced them about two years ago. It was very tentative at first but now it is clear. Not only writing but working on many writing-related projects that I never thought possible. Once you open up to it, let it in, and start vocalizing it, dreams manifest themselves :-)

    • So true! It is a bit scary and the doubts are there. The funny thing is that there is a new attitude to do right with it. If I don’t try I will never know. How weird is that? Peace and blessings! :-)

  3. what a wonderful dream Mary. One step at a time you will bring it to reality – into this dimension. A big part of this dream is already here, you ARE a healer. I’m excited to see how all this will develop over the next months and years. And i’m looking forward to visiting your centre in Pittsburgh down the road.
    walk in beauty, dear friend, walk in beauty.

  4. Good for you Mary,
    Follow your path, you will know if it is the right one.
    be good to yourself
    David

  5. Je'Amour says:

    Please count me in anyway I can help, brightest of blessings to you…

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