Life is such a challenge at times. In the past I used to find it more of challenge than I do today, but there are still moments. You know the ones I am talking about. They have you standing there with your mouth hanging open and “WTF” on your lips.
While I have been hit with a few lately the good news is that I am dealing with them . I am also dealing with them in a very positive way.
*I know. Take a moment to recover from the shock. I will wait….. better?*
Last night I got word that Jason doesn’t have much time left. Jenn and I spent two hours on the phone. Jenn did most of the talking and I supplied support and love. As much as I could and I hope it helped. It is so mind-boggling to be faced with this 39-year-old man leaving us in this fashion. What I do realize is that it is time and the next leg in the journey for members of the family is to begin shortly.
The discussion last night made me change some plans for this year. Sharing the changes has gone over like a car crash. I kind of expected that. This is a life lesson for me. Just because I am in a place of understanding doesn’t mean everyone is. I have to do what is right for me and my path.
Writing this post is helping me to understand my lessons. I have choices. We all do and we have to make them. We can let outside forces assign blame to us when there is none or we can let that response sit with those who have it. I am going to go with the second.
What challenges have you been facing? Have you had resistance to your path?
Peace and love my sweets. Peace and love.