Monthly Archives: June 2012

What is up with me?

Posted on June 30, 2012 by

Have you ever asked yourself that question? What is up with me? I am asking it a lot lately. I simply don’t know. As I write this I feel tears forming in my eyes. I don’t know what it is … Continue reading →

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What a week – short rant

Posted on June 29, 2012 by

This has been a crazy week. Two folks that are dear to me lost family members, a coworker is in the hospital with a serious condition, I won baby stuff at a silent auction (??????), I was rear ended by … Continue reading →

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Different type of support can change anything!

Posted on June 27, 2012 by

Over the last three days I learned a lesson. A different type of support can change how everything looks. This goes for situations and clothing. To be honest this lesson hit home this morning due to the dress I am wearing. … Continue reading →

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The joy of going to a place where you have to interact or Group

Posted on June 26, 2012 by

As I discussed yesterday I have been shutting down. Less and fewer posts, rare FB postings, phone calls, emails and text messages. So let us play a game of “Really”! Monday, last night, I had group. It had been a … Continue reading →

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Monday, June 25, 2012

Posted on June 25, 2012 by

Day two of writing! I wish I could promise inspiration, but no. Today is a Monday and I don’t have any inspiration in me. A while ago I believe I mentioned that one of my goals in group therapy was … Continue reading →

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So……

Posted on June 24, 2012 by

Well here I am . It has been a crazy month, couple of months, if I am honest. Which I haven’t been lately. Honest that is. I have been having a rough time and doing everything that I can to … Continue reading →

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Aging of oneself and parents

Posted on June 15, 2012 by

Let me start off by saying that this “aging” stuff kind of sucks. Don’t get me wrong there are some good parts. When I think of them I will let you know. The rest of it isn’t much fun. Mom … Continue reading →

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Reality…..

Posted on June 14, 2012 by

*Warning: Emptying my brain. I suggest a helmet and seat belt.* Over the last month or so I have been thinking about reality. Why? My meditation and reading. Let’s just blame that. Then there was a conversation with Pavel that … Continue reading →

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The struggle with knowledge

Posted on June 13, 2012 by

I’m exhausted. I know it and the knowledge that I now have allows me to recognize when I am in a difficult place. You would think that this knowledge would make it all much easier. surprisingly, not so much. I’m sitting here … Continue reading →

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The old is new

Posted on June 12, 2012 by

The healthier I get the more I realize how messed up I was. This really comes to the forefront when I hit a bump. This is one of those times. I spent years with a wall built around me. It was … Continue reading →

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