Day two of writing! I wish I could promise inspiration, but no. Today is a Monday and I don’t have any inspiration in me.
A while ago I believe I mentioned that one of my goals in group therapy was to become accepting of what I termed “negative” emotions. Some of them are sadness, anger, and frustration. The place that I am in now I wonder if part of it is this process. Am I grasping at straws? I so totally could be.
Today I want to curl in to a little ball someplace dark. I just want to let the darkness envelop me and sooth me. To let its restorative powers work on me for one day. In the darkness I can let the difficult emotions pour forth allowing me to heal.
The reality of the day is I sit in my cubicle at the office. My day has been spent trying to focus and to hold back the tears. Both efforts have been less than successful. That being said I do recognize that I am doing the best that I can.
Today acknowledge your challenges. Share you inspiration.
Peace and blessings my friends.