Have you ever asked yourself that question? What is up with me? I am asking it a lot 
lately. I simply don’t know.
As I write this I feel tears forming in my eyes. I don’t know what it is from, but they are there. I can’t point to one thing and say “that is it”. There isn’t anything. I feel like I’m floating. Not in a way that is peaceful, but in a way that is numbing.
Maybe I am menopausal. Who knows. I have to keep writing here, because I can’t vocalize any of this. I am not even sure I can write it. On the outside I say it is better. The funk is lifting. There are moments like that and rest assured this is no where as bad as it was. I just wish I knew.
But don’t we all.
Peace and blessings.
Keep writing – get it out and let the emotions flow. Doesn’t matter what it is, it’s all healing.
xxx
So very true Robyn! Thank you my friend! Peace and blessings.
You could be postmenopausal, I have gone through that all lot in the last several years. I could have gotten help from meds but have opted to go through it naturally. It can really suck sometimes, the crying for no reason and at everything. It does get better.
Thanks Tina. I think I may make an appointment with my Doctor to find out. At least I would know. Peace and blessings my friend!
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Hang in there sweetie and yes! keep writing to us….been in places where I’ve been spaced out, floating as you describe….AND have been menopausal….both have passed in their own time but not quick enough for me! ((hug))
Thanks Little L! I will keep writing. Have to get it out some how and it is so good to talk to people who relate! Peace and blessings my friend!