Monthly Archives: July 2012

Awkard moment

Posted on July 28, 2012 by

I never considered that I would have an awkward moment with my therapist. Wait, since I have them all the time let me specify. An awkward moment based on being a Reiki healer and a therapy patient. As of yesterday … Continue reading →

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A day to be gentle

Posted on July 26, 2012 by

Today is a day to be gentle with myself. I’m missing Sean and keepthinking about the day we found out he was killed in action and the ones that followed. It is a day of being slightly overwhelmed with memories … Continue reading →

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Being held back?

Posted on July 24, 2012 by

Are you feeling stuck? Wondering why the issues that you are having are occurring? Asking for things to change, but they aren’t? What is holding you back? Ready? YOU Yup, it is that simple and so complicated. I’ve said it … Continue reading →

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Inclusion: PT 1

Posted on July 22, 2012 by

Inclusion, per Dictionary.com, is the act of including. Makes sense, right? Of course it does. Why is it so hard? Today I am looking at inclusion from the point of my life. Where I am now and what I need … Continue reading →

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If you were stuck in an elevator…..

Posted on July 18, 2012 by

We have a new member in group as of today, Tuesday. Seems like a nice guy and will bring some new energy in to the group. Pavel does this exercise of asking “Who would you like to be stuck in … Continue reading →

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All aspects including the darker side

Posted on July 17, 2012 by

In my last post I stated that the bitch is back and she is. The question is what does that really mean? As I have stated in my blog I am a devotee of the Mother. This is something that … Continue reading →

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What questions?

Posted on July 15, 2012 by

What questions have you been asking? I have found that I’ve been stuck in the land of why. Don’t get me wrong as it is a legitimate question, but it can also be a sign that you are stuck. Sometimes … Continue reading →

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Really Mary?

Posted on July 14, 2012 by

Today I had a therapy appointment. It was okay. I left kind of in a spin, but I have been feeling that way a lot lately. Out of control. Walking back to my car I had a complete anxiety attack. … Continue reading →

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Can you relate?

Posted on July 12, 2012 by

I hate my body. The thing is it doesn’t matter what size I am. I haven’t always been like this bad about it. I have always been “conservative”, but I have to admit that it is down right hate now. … Continue reading →

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It has been rocky

Posted on July 11, 2012 by

I keep writing posts stating that I’m back and then disappear again. Have you noticed? It is driving me crazy. That being said this time I was sick and it is all my own doing. This year has been rocky … Continue reading →

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