I sit here and it builds. The need for relief. There is the old way calling. Easy, tempting and scary. The anxiety….. is it from the desire of the old? Or is it from denying the call of that path? Does it matter? It is there. Some days I forget it and the hold that it held on me. Still, at times, does have on me. Tonight is one of those nights when the call, the desire, the NEED to feel that clear pain is demanding. To feel the sharp pain instead of being held in the grip of this confusion of numbing pain. The sharp pain stops the mind running in circles. It quiets it all….. for a bit.
Hoping that writing this brings the relief that is needed.
Peace and blessings my friends, peace and blessings.
I am lifting you up before the Goddess – for peace of mind and heart.
Thank you Joss! Hugs my friend!
Been struggling some again myself. My thoughts are with you.
Peace and blessings my friend. Massive hugs.
I just want to cheer you on and encourage you to keep exploring. You are on the right path. I’m a life coach and I can say with confidence that everyone finds the right balance for themselves eventually. So keep going! Maybe a little extra love and self-care today? Or Maybe it’s just on my mind since I just posted about the evidence supporting the benefits of self-care. Anyway, I hope we stay in touch– our writing has a lot in common. You’re always welcome to stop by and say hello at my little corner of the Internet (www.mariewetmore.com).
Thank you! I will stop by and visit your webpage! Peace and blessings.