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I never considered that I would have an awkward moment with my therapist. Wait, since I have them all the time let me specify. An awkward moment based on being a Reiki healer and a therapy patient. As of yesterday and this morning, I can now cross that off my to do list.

Pavel cancelled my appointment for today last evening. After my moment of jubilation as I realized I could sleep as long as I wanted I got hit with another feeling. The “offer healing” feeling. Here is where this gets complicated. I don’t want him to think I am imposing or being nosey. Last night I went with the “don’t intrude” side and slept poorly. The sleep situation is tied to not offering healing. When I get hit with that if I don’t offer it becomes more intense. It is like having someone knocking on you door and they won’t stop. I actually get jittery and stressed after a while. I just sent an email stating I didn’t have to know anything just a yes or no. I also gave the option of “bugger off”. At least now I can take a nap to make up for the lack of sleep last night.

While I don’t work in the traditional “medical” world I do have a way I can assist people. I am discovering that when I can help and don’t offer for whatever reason (I feel it is inappropriate it or they make think I am a nut) I get very uncomfortable. It is easier to offer and roll with the outcome then not sleep!

Peace and blessings my friends!