Tag Archives: Emotions

What is up with me?


Have you ever asked yourself that question? What is up with me? I am asking it a lot lately. I simply don’t know. As I write this I feel tears forming in my eyes. I don’t know what it is … Continue reading

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The joy of going to a place where you have to interact or Group


As I discussed yesterday I have been shutting down. Less and fewer posts, rare FB postings, phone calls, emails and text messages. So let us play a game of “Really”! Monday, last night, I had group. It had been a … Continue reading

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Ewwwww!


There are certain things that elicit an “Ewww” from me. Sprider…depends on their size. Snakes? Surprisingly not. Though I have to admit I always thought they would. What does you ask? Certain emotions and feelings. There is more to it then … Continue reading

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When it hits, just be


The last couple of months have been hard. There has been loss in the physical plane, learning my true desire for my life, other lessons and what seems like a lot of running. Today I believe it all hit, hard. … Continue reading

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Wild Reiki


I have doing a lot of reiki this week. On friends, family, cats, me and the world. What can I say? It has been needed. While it has been needed I have to admit it has been wild. At least … Continue reading

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Sometimes you just have to stop for a minute


Today I stopped and asked myself why I am in the state that I am. Here is what I came up with: Jason is in the last stages of his cancer, I am worried and saddened for Jenn and Ry, … Continue reading

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Update and a rant


For those of you who have been sending healing thoughts, prayers and energy to Jay, Jenn and Ry I have some disheartening news. Yesterday Jay’s doctors relayed the information that they feel there is nothing else they can do, he … Continue reading

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Just because


As a survivor of abuse there comes a time when you hit the land of “just because”. This may be one of the hardest things in dealing with your abuse. I have always wanted someone to tell me why. To … Continue reading

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That shame? I own it!


Last week, as you all witnessed, was a rough one. It was full of growth and that often means a challenging period of time. What I finally realized last week is that I own my feelings in conjunction to my … Continue reading

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Logic: Defense or just evil?


Let’s talk logic. Our society, western society that is, prides itself on logical thinking. No hocus pocus for us! Everything works in nice linear ways or it must go! Really? Does your life work that way? If yes, where did … Continue reading

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