Tag Archives: Knowledge

Reality…..

Posted on June 14, 2012 by

*Warning: Emptying my brain. I suggest a helmet and seat belt.* Over the last month or so I have been thinking about reality. Why? My meditation and reading. Let’s just blame that. Then there was a conversation with Pavel that … Continue reading →

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The struggle with knowledge

Posted on June 13, 2012 by

I’m exhausted. I know it and the knowledge that I now have allows me to recognize when I am in a difficult place. You would think that this knowledge would make it all much easier. surprisingly, not so much. I’m sitting here … Continue reading →

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Surprisingly this is healthy!

Posted on June 11, 2012 by

Today I am at the office fighting panic attacks and tears. The weird part is I recognize that I am much healthier because of this experience. *Put down the phone and delete the email to get me help. I will … Continue reading →

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Strong: my new definition

Posted on July 17, 2011 by

I have always considered myself strong as has my whole family. I am not sure which came first. It is totally the whole chicken and egg scenario. At this point in my life it doesn’t matter though. This weekend I … Continue reading →

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Listening to what is behind the words

Posted on June 15, 2011 by

I like to think I am a good listener, but honestly there are times when I’m not. I’m not listening when my internal voice is running a commentary on how what someone is saying is going to impact me. At … Continue reading →

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Monday, May 02, 2011

Posted on May 3, 2011 by

Today I woke to the news of the death of Bin Laden and celebrations of his death. My reaction to this has thrown me for a loop. If this had happened in 2001 I wonder if I would feel differently … Continue reading →

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Oh shame

Posted on April 6, 2011 by

I have been doing a lot of journaling for over a week now on the subject of shame. While I still have a lot to do, I have made a discovery. Shame is at the very center of who I … Continue reading →

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Moving forward

Posted on January 19, 2011 by

I have mentioned in a past post I am entering the dating scene again after years of staying far away from it. As of tonight I have made two dates with two different gentleman. The first one stood me up, … Continue reading →

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The pain of knowledge

Posted on December 17, 2010 by

Knowledge has a tremendous impact on how we look at the world. The more you open yourself to knowledge the more your beliefs are challenged. This can be painful, but growth often is. The knowledge that I have gained recently … Continue reading →

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Instinct vs Society

Posted on December 17, 2010 by

My research on animal behaviour that I have done in the last couple of days has raised a lot of issues for me. Kind of along the lines of “nurture vs nature”. I haven’t been able to turn my thoughts … Continue reading →

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