Tag Archives: Negative

Pain in my life


I realize that much of the pain in my life is caused by dwelling on what went wrong. My childhood wasn’t ideal, Sean is gone, I’m not married (okay maybe not so much on that one) and others. I am … Continue reading

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Doing our best


Hi. My name is Carleen and I am a recovering perfectionist. Sounds like a twelve step program doesn’t it? There are times when I feel like I need one, but instead I have one step. I have this mantra: Every … Continue reading

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Negative voice: She’s back


Today my negative voice returned. You know the one who lives in your head and tears you apart at the drop of the hat? She wasn’t around much in the most recent dip. Every once in a while she would … Continue reading

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Change is scary. Well sometimes….


People like to say that change is scary. That is such a definite statement.  Another is you either like change or you don’t. Really? Why do you have to be in one camp or the other? I can tell you … Continue reading

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A journal entry


In the post “A slide is a slide” I admitted to the fact that I am experiencing an increase in my depression. It is a bad one to be honest. My sister rather pointedly explained to me what she is … Continue reading

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Acceptance vs. Resigned


I have noticed that there is a tendency to view the words accepted and resigned as being interchangeable. To me they are so far from that it is crazy. So I want to share how I see these words. First … Continue reading

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Acceptance – the negative


Acceptance is the basis for most religions, twelve step programs and therapy. Yet in the western societies we find it such an alien concept. I know that I did. For many of us who have suffered abuse of some form … Continue reading

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