Tag Archives: Self Harm

It has been rocky


I keep writing posts stating that I’m back and then disappear again. Have you noticed? It is driving me crazy. That being said this time I was sick and it is all my own doing. This year has been rocky … Continue reading

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Relief


I sit here and it builds. The need for relief. There is the old way calling. Easy, tempting and scary. The anxiety….. is it from the desire of the old? Or is it from denying the call of that path? … Continue reading

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Brain dump


Is this a stage of overload? I’ve been asking myself this for the last couple of days. I don’t know how to explain where I am now. I figure I will do a brain dump here (lucky you) and see what comes up. … Continue reading

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Suprise visitor: Anxiety


Ever have anxiety stop by and slap you around? No? Today it has stopped by the office, snuggled up to me in my cube and is totally all over me. What is this! Seriously what is going on? I have … Continue reading

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I wasn’t expecting that….


Every once in a while your subconscious stands up and lobs a tomato at your head. If you have fallen out of the habit of expecting them they will take you by surprise. That is what happened today. My sister … Continue reading

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Our emotions and mental illness


This concept has been bumping around my noggin and I think it is time to share it. I realize this doesn’t apply to all mental illness, just saying. Brace yourself as I work through it and please share your thoughts! … Continue reading

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Self-harm and compassion for others


Okay how many people are looking at the title for this blog and thinking “Huh?” Raise your hands. Wait until the end of this post. You may go from “huh” to “WTF”. Being a self-harmer I can tell that not … Continue reading

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So


When talking to my friends the use of the word “so” at the beginning of a conversation usually signifies a confession of sorts. So…….. The reason I want to stop therapy is that I am tired. I am tired of … Continue reading

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It will pass


I know that these feelings will pass. The trick is to not panic and hold on to the fear that comes with them. They are just feelings. Part of the problem with depression and such is that we fear it. … Continue reading

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Self-harm or over grooming


As of last month, April, I have been self-harm free for a year. Is that a big accomplishment? Yep! Did I realize it that anniversary came? Nope! It just never occurred to me to be honest. My sister was out … Continue reading

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